Friday, September 21, 2012

Holding Pattern Continued…



5 years…. 

I feel like I have been in a holding pattern for five years now.  Life has been like a plane circling the airport waiting to land, mundane and monotonous.  I hate it not having a goal or a finish line to work towards.   It has been frustrating for a doer like me, but I know this had to be.    It’s not been all misery.  I've had a lot of fun, done many things, learned new talents, and have been blessed to set up a seemingly comfortable living.  But my soul has longed for something Greater.  My soul longs for a Greater purpose, Greater impact, something of Immortal Importance.  I think God has left me on hold to develop myself in the fires of pain and frustration to forge someone stronger.  I am not a finished product yet by far, but I feel like the holding pattern is coming to an end soon.  Thank God!  I don’t know what is around the corner, no clue in the slightest.  But I’m ready for it!  Bring it on.  Change will be like a refreshing rain on the sun scorched land.  Bring the Rain God, bring me change.  

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